Sunday, February 15, 2009 ' 8:47 PM Y
Alone now... alone outside... its a whole new experience... Uue feel so lonely, yet ueu enjog the ppl walking by, the events happening. I am reli clueless of wht to do ler. I hav a high chance of going to migrate to australia. By start of march, if my dad dun change his decision. i reli dun wish to live. Today i runaway frm home for the first time, i reli feel so hurt ler... i maybe wan go die... haix... he did this like 4 or 5 times ler... just leave audi and msn like tt. T.T i mean he is the guy lehx... am i suppose to go chase after him... i reli feel so damn hurt... I reli dunnu wht to do. Feel like ending my life so tt all this pain and hurt goes away. i rather die than migrate to australia. I also rather die then feel this pain and suffering. Maybe this is the end for us. There is a saying, 有一种爱叫做放手, maybe letting go is beta. I should let him go find someone who is more compatible with him. Who is not selfish, won't easily cry and feel sad, and not so demanding. I am a spoilt bitch. Not worthy of him. Now all i wan is to at least hear his voice for once. I will forever LOVE uue darling <333 But i hope uue go find someone else.
